I did everything you wanted; gave you my love, loyalty, my best.
Then the world came along to demean me, ‘Ah, what a well-trained pet,’ they said.
That didn’t really bother me, until you turned around and acknowledged, ‘O Yes.’
In response to Sonya’s Three Line Tales: Week 142 challenge, based on a photo by Wyatt Ryan via Unsplash
I watch him watch me from the corner of my eyes.
He thinks I don’t see the subtle shake of his head, the disappointment in his eyes.
‘She’s cleaning those shells again,’ he whispers. Probably complaining to Dr. D!
Bless the good doctor. If it wasn’t for her, they would have tried to take these away too. She’s good people. She understands a mother’s responsibilities. When Annie comes back, she’s going to ask for her shells. They may say that she’s never coming back. But I know better. She never goes anywhere without her shells.
Oh Lordy, I missed a spot.
In response to Rochelle’s Friday Fictioneer’s challenge based on a photo prompt submitted by Sandra Crook
If you woke up to bawling kids, a sink full of soiled dishes and a strew of beer bottles…
If the fridge was empty, your entire closet in the laundry, and the cable cut due to unpaid bills…
If I walked out and never looked back, would you notice me then?
In response to The Three Line Tales: Week 140 challenge based on a photo by Ernest Brillo via Unsplash
It’s a half hour drive.
Three weeks back I couldn’t reach fast enough. Today I wish the road would go on and on.
It’s a good thing that I know this route like the back of my palm, because today I’m not really looking. The water before my eyes is my own tears. The sound of the waves is drowned out by the crashing of my soul.
A heart doesn’t snap like brittle twig or burst like an overfilled balloon. A heart breaks in the heaving waves of the realization that it is entering a new reality. There’s a part of it that has to die so that the rest can carry on with its duties to the other people you love.
With no immediate decisions to take, no one to console, no one to be strong for, I give in to the enormity of my grief. Expel the breath that I did not even realise I had been holding in all along. Acknowledge my hopelessness, my shame, accept my helplessness.
Half an hour is all I have to break and rebuild my self again.
Half an hour is all I have between saying “Thank you doctor,” and “Mama, we stopped the ventilator.”
In response to a photo posted as the Sunday Photo Fiction prompt of Sep 23 2018.
Photo Credit: Anurag Bakhshi
Dreams are broken and dreams dreamt anew.
He promised me the world, he promised me the heavens.
Now the heaven is his, and his world within me.
In response to Week 136 of Three Line Tales, based on a photo by Tyler Nix via Unsplash
The world is silent, as if it ended in the night.
Tinted sunlight flows in through the gaps between the trees, washing away the tainted gray, awakening the greens and browns.
She sits upon the cold metal bench, soaking up the morning dew, waiting, knowing, dreading…
Morning spears through the abyss, like diamonds dancing a macabre dance upon the shadowed stones. Her fingers push heavenwards, trying to stop the sun, but the heartless devil continues to rise like any other day.
She watches helplessly as the excruciatingly words emerge.
Susan Ann Marie
Beloved angel
Budded on earth
To bloom in heaven
2008 – 2018
In response to Priceless Joy‘s 181st Flash Fiction for Aspiring Writers challenge, prompted by a photo by Jodi McKinney
I watch them ride by, flushed with life. Up and down the hills they go, speeding past the world.
I try to imagine the wind lashing their face with mirth while the cold makes their noses red.
My hometown was always hot and dusty, and yet we enjoyed racing through the fields. It didn’t matter that our stomachs were empty or that the stones pricked our bare feet. For those few moments were were kings of our own world. Laughing and sprinting on our own terms. We were free.
I go back to mowing the lawn. The memories are fading and the weeds keep growing.
My stomach may no longer be empty, but my heart sure is.
In response to The Sunday Photo Fiction Challenge of July 22, 2018, based on a photo by C E Ayr.
The sound of the ignition firing threatens to tear out my heart, but I don’t look back.
Maybe I’m taking the coward’s route. Maybe running away from the past and shutting down the memories is not the solution. But for today it will do. Let me first survive the weight of today.
Joy, laughter, excitement- these emotions are dead to me. The world’s mirth appears to mock me. I blare the radio and accelerate in my attempt to get away. But the ghost of my past sits firmly in my rear seat, his vacant eyes frozen on me.
In response to the Friday Fictioneers – 13 July 2018 challenge, based on a photo by Liz Young
People, so many people, students, parents, all with dreams in their eyes and hope in their hearts. A milestone reached, a journey embarked upon.
Their joy rises up like a tide engulfing me. I begin to smile.
A gentle hand on my shoulder. Principal Johnson. He always finds me.
‘Mrs. Mason, why do you do this to yourself?’
‘A reminder of the last happy day of my life,’ I think.
Six years ago my Tommy was valedictorian.
Then there was the after party. ‘Don’t wait up mum, I’ll probably be late.’ he had warned.
He should know better. Mothers always wait up.
I’m still waiting.
In response to the 100 Word Wednesday : Week 75 challenge based on a photo prompt by Bikurgurl
“You know mom, diamonds are not actually very valuable. Its all just an artificial hype. Consumerism at its best. You sure wasted a lot of money on that.”
Trying to keep a nonchalant face, I look at the diamond on my finger. Big, shiny, expensive. The envy of so many. It looks so beautiful and desirable from the outside, that we often forget that if you ever took it in, it could kill you. One of the hardest materials, it makes a perfect cutting tool.
Yes, this diamond was the perfect reflection of the man who gave it to me.
Little does my son know, it’s not just money but an entire youth that was wasted on this.
I tried to slip it off, but after so many years, it was almost as if it had fused into my hand, become an inseparable part of me. It would be hard to take it off. But not impossible.
I soap up my finger, twisting and yanking. Slowly and painfully, inch by excruciating inch, I finally get the ring off. Wiping it clean, I carefully wrap it in soft tissue, and firmly shut it away in a box.
“Pack up your things, darling. We are going to go stay with grandma for a few days.” I tell my precious son.
The 12th Scrivener’s Forge exercise in creativity, challenges us to write a scene in which we take two unrelated things and make one flow from the other.
I’ll admit that I am a little confused about what exactly is expected, but this is my attempt.
